I'm still here.

Your eyes do not deceive you. This is a new post. Actually I don't know why I'm even bothering anymore since my lack of posting has driven both my regular readers away. But I'll soldier on in the hopes that one day Natty will read and appreciate these sporadic posts.

All in NatalieLand is fine and good. There may be a painful experience ahead but these last two months have been marked by developmental milestones and lots of smiles and laughs. Since my last post Natalie is now:

1) Sitting up. She finally has the neck muscles to prop up that big 'ol head of hers. She can't sit up by herself but when we put her on her tush, she can stay there for a long time. It's entertaining to see her sway from one side to the other as she instinctively tries to compensate for her big 'ol head pushing her center of gravity up her tiny body. It's like balancing a baseball bat vertically on your palm. With a bowling ball crazy-glued to the top of the bat.
Viewer note: Prepare to turn your head to the side in 8...7...6...

2) Rolling over. She can roll over from her tummy to her back. I'm fairly confident that she can roll from her back to her tummy but she refuses to do so because she absolutely detests being on her tummy. I have no idea how she is going to learn to crawl if she can't stand to be on that side of her body. The fact that she hates that position didn't stop us from putting her on her stomach over and over and over again just to watch her roll over. Trauma for her, good fun for us.

3) Eating solid foods. Or should I say, "solid-er" foods. Sweet potatoes, carrots, and bananas are probably her favorites. She had a bad reaction to single-grain rice cereal (ostensibly the food least likely to make a baby throw up). We are going to see an allergist to find out if she has a food allergy and we're praying that the vomiting episode was just a freak coincidence. The other extreme is that she may have celiac disease. I'm dreading the blood test that she will have to take because the doctor warned that finding a vein in a baby's arm can take a while and it can involve some poking around. It makes me sad just thinking about it.

But Natty is oblivious to all of that. She's been a joy, laughing and smiling with more regularity. It's hard to express in words how blessed we feel for being entrusted with her. Thank You God!